| I dont know what to do.
I have about 10 minutes left to live with my puppy.
Im gonna miss him too much.
I hate that they cant live forever.
stop this. |
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| im really frustrated lately.
i cant even talk to it about anyone, because nobody understands. i know i have friends that are willing to listen. but they dont know the right thing to say. and that isnt their fault. its mine.
i fucking like you. and if you dont stop toying with me like this, im going to fucking explode. i dont even know if i can talk to you anymore. its hurting me too much. |
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| do i keep getting my hopes up. im so sick of being let down. i wish that sometime, i could tell someone my feelings, and that they would take it well, and have them back for me.
i thought i could get over something. but i really cant.
i hate the person i am. i hate how forgiving i am....i hate my personality. goddammit why do i even bother thinking.
i like someone. and i hate it, because my friend likes them. and i think that they like each other. and im hurt, because im not good enough. why am i not good enough. i wish i could say that id be happy if theyd date. but itd break me down so much. i dont think i could handle it.
what the fuck am i talking about.
*holds head*
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| im bipolar.
i swear.
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you are love. dont doubt that. i know you're reading this. and i know you know im talking about you.
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